" "And I stare at this art, because I can't stop fucking staring at it, and I'm so fucking unfathomably jealous of her, of this fictional anime girl that represents me, that I want to gnash my teeth into a block of wood, and I'm so utterly depressed and upset that I'm not her and never will be that I've been crying on and off for two days (most notably waking myself up crying, probably because I was dreaming of being her), and I utterly hate myself down to my core for being snared in such a dangerous trap I made around myself for years without realizing, and I can't stop wanting to be her, more than I think I've ever wanted anything." "Yeah, I'm that much of a fucking dumb bimbo (or himbo, or thembo) that I gave myself crippling gender envy and dysphoria over 'myself.' I'm not sure if this counts as narcissism, but it's an intriguing thought experiment determining just who I am so 'down bad' for
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All of this left the question unanswered, and maybe it was unanswerable, and I found myself looking away from his watery eyes to the smiling woman in the large framed picture behind his left shoulder
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This Snow Miku figure is wearing a black and purple dress that matches Kuromis outfit, and it has a tie with her pink skull and hair accessory shaped like the Sanrio characters ears
